Spending 13hrs a day at the hospital doing nothing, has really taken it out of me. It has been the hardest thing seeing the girl I love, laying there and knowing there is nothing I can do. Then having to leave her there alone every night. I’m not strong enough for this. I need to be stronger for her but this is killing me.
My family are constantly making me feel like shit.. I’m so sick of it, especially considering they don’t have a clue what they’re talking about and I highly disagree with them.
I hate sleeping alone. Almost more than anything else :(
This job will be the death of me