You may serve ‘god’ but ‘god’ does not serve you. Why would there be crime, starvation, poverty etc if there was a ‘god’? Believe what you want but don’t advertise it and push it on other people.
Ever been somewhere and felt like you really wouldn’t be missed if you weren’t there…
I love being forgotten.
I wish I was a dumb shit and didn’t think. My mind is my worst enemy. Fuck it.
What a shit fucking weekend. Shoot me now.
I know I’m fat, I don’t need them telling me and making fun of me. I guess you can always rely on family to tell you how it is.
I honestly don’t know how to deal with this. I actually have no idea how I’m going to last the weekend. The thought of it makes me want to die. What do I do, there’s nothing I can do but sit here, feeling the worst I’ve ever felt, my thoughts eating at me. And now, it’ll be the whole weekend I’m without her. She’ll be having fun and forgetting about me, and I’ll be dealing with the fucked up thoughts that always go through my head.
I don’t want to be here.
I don’t see me surviving this.
Never lasts. Fml.